and it's all your fault

[regala_electra]

I'm going to get into a cagematch with a consultant. Oh yes. There's the cagematch I've been begging for.

Stupid work. Can I be home STARING A WALL nao?

Perhaps this is post-traumatic stress. Hmm.



"You made a DEAD DEAN. Undo it, undo it!"

Okay 12 hours later and I'm not dealing well. At this point it's really pissing me off. I have been well-trained in the most hardcore of finales - Farscape, bitches.

I didn't sleep well last night. My alarm (cell phone) was smothered by a pillow and I missed both of my warning alarms. I woke up at 7:06am and I need to catch a 7:26am. It takes me over ten minutes to get to the station. I still don't know how the fuck I got to work on time. And now I am at work. Blankly staring at my computer screen. Attempting to think.

I don't want to process the finale yet. Because my internal thoughts? Have just passed "WHAT" and are on to, "he was fucking ripped to shreds. Barring a massively lame resolution, there is going be a huge fucking price to pay if Sam resurrects Dean. AND HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET DEAN BACK INTO A MANGLED CORPSE."

I lied.

I'm still stuck on WHAT.

Comments

[krisgoespop.livejournal.com]

Holy fuck, me too.

I'm sitting here, its been like, half an hour, and I'm still brain-mushingly mind-meltingly NUMB AS HELL.

PUN NOT INTENDED.

*starts crying*

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

Aww, honey! I am still so flummoxed by the intensity of my reaction. :-/ I am plotting a support community for the OWW of the finale. And to shake my fist at the sky Eric Kripke.

[krisgoespop.livejournal.com]

I TOTALLY JOINED UP, OMFG. So awesome.

[pie_andcoffee]

I'm totally with you. Taking that a step further, I think we've seen the last of human!Dean. Dean is going to be like he was in IMTOD, methinks. For awhile anyway.

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

*bursts into tears*

I love Dean so much. To think of losing Dean-Dean forever is too much to bear.

[vorpalblades.livejournal.com]

This is basically my whole reaction. It's like "...what!?" I really haven't had the chance to process it at all. Tried last night, but didn't get the chance with motormouth next to me.

I'm just not handling it.

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

I'm varying now in-between being kind of okay and then so much with the WTF and OW.

[caithream.livejournal.com]

LAZARUS!DEAN, HELLO.

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

DUDE. Now I am thinking of sockkpuppett's Lazarus Man vid. OMG. SO MANY THINGS. HURTING MY BRAIN.

[delylah.livejournal.com]

Oh dear...I haven't kept up with Spn, but I caught a minute of the promo last night and I knew a little about Dean and his deal...I was afraid I'd read he'd wound up dead. I really need to get the eps I've missed from Netflix and catch up.

Shades of dead Buffy?

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

Mmmm. A little more awful than dead!Buffy. I was surprised by the strength of my reaction to Dean dying as I was kind of prepared for it since the past year and yet it really threw me for a curve.

[ignited.livejournal.com]

...you do realize that your use of "mangled corpse" is just TEASING me, right?

Just so we're clear. ;)

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

I hate you.

[ignited.livejournal.com]

Hate by meaning that you're rolling your eyes at me and totally grateful I'm writing you IRON MAN AU so :P nyaaahhhh!

[loony-moony.livejournal.com]

*cuddles*

We'll get you better next weekend. :) But I know, I'm still kinda stuck on MEATHOOKS and how the hell am I rewatching all the last ten minutes of NRfTW. D:

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

Ahahaha I better be okay on Monday, man. This is too much to handle.

[blincolin.livejournal.com]

Now that I've gotten over it a little, I'm starting to see all these things wrong with the episode. And it's annoying.

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

Aww. See I understand where the criticisms are and yet I'm not really super-critical about Supernatural. It's a really bad thing and I so acknowledge it and I love to read people giving the show the criticism it deserves but I'm unable to. I have SPN blinders. :-/ Give me emotional porn and apparently I am reduced to shout-y one word exclamations.

[redbrickrose.livejournal.com]

somebody (I don't remember who) was saying that when we saw Hellhound victims before, they weren't marked up, even though they were mauled, so maybe they have an out with the body thing? (I didn't even remember that that was the case, but I'm hoping it is).

I'm not really surprised that they went there; I figured they were probably going to send Dean to hell. BUT THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT ANY LESS TRAUMATIC.