dear diary, by dean winchester, age 28 and four months

[regala_electra]

I love my icon of Dean with the pen in his mouth. I believe it has the ability to heal. Shut up. It totally does.

My eye is slowly getting better. If I wake up tomorrow and it's okay, then I get to wear my contacts tomorrow. Huzzah. It was weird having my glasses on at work, most of the time, I kept them off because I don't wear glases when I'm on the computer and hello, most of the time? I'm doing things on the computer.

I don't notice it when I'm wearing contacts, but I'm really not comfortable working on the computer wearing my glasses.

I have learned that I need to toss out about five tubes of mascara. WHY CAN'T I EVER THROW AWAY MY MASCARA? I will now.

When my eyes are okey-dokey (hey, it's one of Dean's favorite sayings), I shall crack open my two new mascaras (yes, I use two different kinds, hi, I'm weird) and celebrate with making my eyelashes rock Very Black. Sky-High Curves and Volume, bitches.

Then I'll put on my white eyeshadow and my god, I'm kind of slutty.

Speaking of slutty, I need to watch my mouth around my sister Cuppy (she's 12). I call my super high-heeled knee length boots my "hooker boots" and my sister today? Said to me, "Oh I wore my hooker boots to school today." Er.

I AM NOT A GOOD ROLE MODEL.

Watching House after eating too much seafood was an interesting experience. Gack.

My remix redux? Needs another day to bake. Yeah, that's the ticket.

Writing Sam Winchester getting pwned by a nighttime security dock guard in a poker game = SO MUCH WIN. But I am disturbed that all the older Cuban Original Male Characters that I'm creating for my fic have traits similar to my stepgrandfather. I don't even like my stepgrandfather, dude.

Comments

[thistlerose.livejournal.com]

Your Dean matches mine! Didn't we have matching Faiths a while back too? Veddy veddy strange.

Oh god, the remix. *hides face* Well, I've got three days, right?

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

I believe this is the Faith icon in question.

Yes, the remix. Mine is in theory, mostly done, I just have to make it coherent? Or something. Whatever. It's not my best story. There's no Dean there to let me work out all my characterization kinks.

[thistlerose.livejournal.com]

That's the one. I switched Faith icons, but I'll switch back eventually. :)

My remix is about 800 words long right now, and it's probably going to triple in size before all is said and done. Fortunately, the story I've chosen lends itself well to remixing. I just need to get my act together and write it all out.

How does Dean help? He just stands there being sexy and you're inspired? *g*

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

Oh, I've added a couple of lovely Faith icons so I get that.

My remix is going to be just over 1000 because the story I'm remixing isn't really long. What I need to do is make it coherent because I chose a difficult narration pov.

Dean helps because in SPN fic, even when I'm not writing his POV directly, I'm still writing about him. In my John Winchester fic so much of that damn story is Dean. Dean in the background, Dean being the unspoken glue of the Winchester clan, and Dean trying so damn hard to keep it together. Just, you know, Dean.

He hits all my characterization kinks. All of them. I could write about that boy for days.

[fledmusic.livejournal.com]

Hee. I love this image. Everyone should have an icon of it.

Oh Dean...*sigh*

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

It's just so tasty.

It's like believing in fairies. Bear with me. If everyone had this icon, the world would be filled with sunshine and puppies and it would rain calorie-free donuts all day long.

Okay, now 'tis time I sleep lest the madness completely take over.