mother freller

[regala_electra]

Ever get to a point where you're no longer sleepy? It's 4:30AM and I only had about six hours of sleep on Friday and now it's Sunday morning and I'm still up and yeah.

Not so much with the sleepy.

And I'm a terrible napper. I wake up pissed off whenever I attempt to nap.

Also, I just realized, that among the many stories and WIPs I had on my former departed laptop, I fucking lost my messed up Farscape story abount unrealized realities, written in future tense.

Motherfucker. I loved that story. I spent ages on that story.

And I fucking lost my only record of it. Apparently, I never posted it to my lj. Fuckity fuck.

I curse, so that I might not cry. Some of my most favorite lines EVER written are in that goddamn story.

Frell.

Comments

[kita0610.livejournal.com]

The story's still inside your head. You made it. It sucks that the only hard copy is gone. But you can totally make it again. It's still there.

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

Perhaps once I've gotten some actual sleep, I'll think differently on the matter, the only reason why I'm really upset is that I was close to a point where I felt it was really done (and I loved that story oh so much even if it only made sense to me).

Also, I have a really, really horrible memory and only have impressions of what I did in the story that remain in my head.

[livii.livejournal.com]

::snugs::