I long for a bungalow
Dec. 28th, 2004 11:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
regala_electraOh today. Today was spent curled up in an old book, ignoring the outdoors and ignoring the upcoming events. Tonight is considering this - this world I've made for myself, all alone and how it sounds when there's no speaking, no one else to talk to.
I have never been good at doing what I ought to, and I can never do what I want to do, and in the end, it's half-rushed ideas frittered away into nothingness, and yet, I long instead for crowds, for a spark of personality and always end up slinking off into the solitude.
I have never been good at doing what I ought to, and I can never do what I want to do, and in the end, it's half-rushed ideas frittered away into nothingness, and yet, I long instead for crowds, for a spark of personality and always end up slinking off into the solitude.
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Date: 2004-12-29 04:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-29 06:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-29 07:28 pm (UTC)::hugs::
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Date: 2004-12-29 05:37 am (UTC)I feel you. *HUGS*
(I'm a big social coward, did I mention that? If I weren't, I would've taken you and Rae and Starstillwonder up on the trip. Ewww. I suck.)
Loff you though.
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Date: 2004-12-29 06:41 am (UTC)You needs to come and trip with us. Erm. Or something like that.
*hugs back*
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Date: 2004-12-29 07:40 am (UTC)Err, maybe next time if I'm not too busy hiding under couches.
(I have issues with meeting people, to be honest. Most easily summed up as "don't like being seen by human beings when I can help it.")
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Date: 2004-12-31 09:47 am (UTC)